Meow.

a not rainy morning

The morning started somewhat cloudy today. I feel as though the storm is hitting everything around me, but yet there aren't even rain clouds. I must admit it is a foreign feeling. The breeze is cool and the to do list is large, but it is just that ONE moment, that you can’t even begin to explain. And though you try, and you do try, none understand, though they pretend to. Such is the experience of today and all. There has been some wonderful experiences here. I'll miss it but I'm ready to leave.

Warning: we don't mess around.

We take our photo shoots very seriously.

If these photos don't make me famous I don't know what will.

Oh and Ryan Muirhead, Please hire me.

I experimented with some grunge effects on this one.

It's weird but I like it.

It only takes one to make a ripple...

"…We can to a certain extent change the world; we can work for the oasis, the little cell of joy and peace in a harried world. We can throw our pebble in the pond and be confident that its ever-widening circle will reach around the world." –Dorothy Day

I have a new adventure to declare.

I've written and rewritten this blog announcement.

but I can't figure out how to say it right.

A friend posted that quote on facebook.

I figured it was as good of spot to start as any.

I believe Dorothy Day.

and

I want to make a difference.

I want to design change.

and most importantly,

I want to create happiness.

thus,

(Drum roll please)

I'm returning to Ethiopia.

and it's not because change isn't needed here.

but rather,

Ethiopia needs me.

but most likely,

I need Ethiopia.

do I feel scared to go back?

yes.

actually, going back makes me feel a lot of things.

excitement.

nervousness.

uncertainty.

sadness.

happiness.

and yet,

it feels right.

I'm tossing my pebble in,

October 10th.

to help Wes&Alyssa's book author,

volunteer in..

hospitals

orphanages

and

other charity organizations.

until December 15th.

If you're interested:

I'm trying to collect art supplies to give to Where Love Is. (An organization helping street boys)

If you would like to contribute, please email me at- katehill8@hotmail.com

Any and ALL other donations are welcome as well.

After all, one pebble will make a ripple but many will make a splash.

on the bright side...

I did a fun shoot with my pal, Janessa Brown.

was creative.

and I put my name on some of the pictures.

do they look better that way? :)

More to come.

sometimes being a dreamer sucks.

Tonight I think I finally realized I should stop being wishful.

It's hard to make dreams work.

and it's painful when you know it never will.

but maybe I just dream too big,

who knows.

the fact is, reality always wins.